My hands touch the softness... the darkness... the cold. As I press harder it breaks through wrapping around me, I fall deeper in and it engulfs me. Am I sinking or floating... I cannot tell but I feel it taken hold... pulling me more... I let it carry me onward eyes are open, but its too dark too see, If I open my mouth will I be given to chance to breath? I let it pull me in further and I accept it like a sanctuary to harbor my feelings and thoughts, stretching out i feel something.. take hold... I got it.. I got it... what it is I do not know.. but at this time I will take what it is and go with the flow.. as Ive been doing since the light first touched my skin... the air hit my mouth... my eyes peered beyond. Now going further beyond than before... I move on.

Yea its been a while since ive been on here... so caught up with work... with life in general. And of course the lovely current events going on in the world. I try to turn my eyes from the news.. but at times its hard.. especially with the turmoil in the middle east and being a veteran. I ponder the thoughts of "what if" i was to get called back in.

 The one thing I do not understand is how people will look down upon others due to their believes while others are so wrapped up with delusional thoughts and go to the lengths of taken their own souls to destroy others.. just.. makes me speechless. So I will try to sit outside the glass and look in.. and take it into my own perspective and do what I can to make my life not so dark and negative like others.

 /rant post i guess... Hope all is well with everyone though and BB! 

 When is this moonphase over cause its wreaking havoc on me all weekend and so far this week... ive dealt with so much crap... and went almost over the edge... what can I do to sooth my soul?

They say that Leos are even more effected by the phases then other signs... which Ive never heard before.. but so far it seems out of all those I know Im the one feeling a little unerved.. rather interesting I thought... any ideas or thoughts pls comment! 

 To see what card it would pull up for me since I see it on everyones.. hehe

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

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I took my steps blindly in the darkness... I could hear her whispers as they brushed by me in the cool night air... treading on I felt a warmness overhead... she was above me her light trickled down through the layers of shadows that was laid over me... the silohettes of the trees moved side by side, movement all around... but I was involved with something much greater, her love being there....her essence flowed through me... leading me on the continious unseen path... My eyes were open, as was my heart, her spirit accompanied mine as we moved on the road , which was filling out to be a destined road of my life...